Stress Suppress.

FINALS.

A word that possibly everyone dislikes. It's frightening!

Anyways- the past few days have been rough, especially everything associated with Prom and Finals. The idea of it gets me stressed out, and from that, I've noticed that when I'm so busy, I forgot to eat a reasonable portion/serving. Then, the times I feel like eating, I don't have an appetite for it. What's the reason behind this? I don't know. But lately, I've had a small appetite.

I wish I could make every moment of every situation joyous, but it doesn't happen that way- no matter how hard I try, it doesn't. It's not that I don't work well under pressure, I'd just rather plan ahead. Like the things I can't plan ahead I try to plan, but the things that I can plan ahead, sometimes I just wait, and wait, and wait. This habit's been broken for a while now, and that's a good thing, but I just don't like worrying. Then again, who does, right?

So, with all the Faith I have in this world, I walk right through. With or without any hands to hold, I can do it. With that, I hold my head up high- no matter any bad that comes my way. I will be ready to pick myself up if I fall.

I challenge you to challenge yourself. Do something you've never done, be better at something you have done. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. I for one always cut myself short, stress myself out and sometimes there is not a good explanation for it. But as Father Terry said: Live for today, and let tomorrow take care of itself- because no matter what, there is always a tomorrow. My own challenge is to live for today, not tomorrow. I will let tomorrow take its course, because I trust that there will always be a tomorrow, but I want to live in Today, live For today, and live Better today.

Blessings always,

Mariann