Dear Anonymous,

You're a really nice person. I guess that kind of got me fooled, but I can't say that I wasn't warned in the beginning. I'm a little torn and embarrassed, but it's nothing that I can't smile back on and move forward from. It's Human. Sometimes I wish I was not too curious about your life so that whatever that was said/done, I wouldn't have a reaction to it. Now that everything has been put into place, I truly and honestly wish you the best. I knew nothing would ever blossom, but I can't say I did not try. To be honest, I think I tried too much for it to become something or anything. I'm content to say we are nothing alike. That can be a good and a bad thing. But for this instance, it is a good thing. Now, I feel like everything is a blur. I wish I didn't expect something from you..even though I knew not to, I did, because I kind of believed in something that obviously was not there. Time has passed and we've all kept moving forward, but I really hope you don't forget about me. Even if you do, I wish you knew the complete story of my side. I wish you would have made a better effort towards me. Sometimes wishes come true, but this one was meant to stay in a dream. Thanks for everything.

-I guess it is therapeutic to be able to write to a specific anonymous just to get the word out, although they may never see it or know about it.-

Yours,
Mariann