Saturday, June 25, 2011

Back to the Basics.

Since my email is logged onto a different blogger account, I think I'm sticking to it. It's been a nice run, here on this blog..and I shall return, but it'll probably be occasionally. Goodbye blog #1.

Much Love Always,
Mariann

My other blog: http://murrrrrannnnn.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

New Year.

Yes! I have officially turned 17, and it feels AWESOME. I'm so Thankful to be Blessed with another year to inhale all the happenings Life has to offer me and what God has yet to show me. With everything happening, I'm glad I can keep moving forward to a greatly-expected year.

I had only allowed myself to smile on my Birthday and that daily ritual is not a bad thing ;)

Annnnnd that is all :)

<3 Always,
Mariann

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Promise me,

that we'll be friends for a Lifetime.

<3
Mariann

Friday, June 10, 2011

Excuse me if this is out of context ... :)

There's nothing more sexy than...
ADAM LEVINE.

Hahaha. Seriously. In reality, there's nothing quite more sexy than a guy who can:
-Go to Mass with me each Sunday and on the Holy/Obligation days
-Pray the Rosary with me
-Get along with my Family
-Make plans for a date
-Cook
-Use cute feminine words
-Be comfortable in his skin
-Be outgoing yet intelligent
-Cuddle with me on a rainy day, watching TV and sipping a hot drink
-Sing to me, whether he's on key or not
-Play an instrument
-Wear anything, and still rock it
-Find interest in what I like
-Try new things with me
-Catch me off guard on my bad days and make me smile
-Do the simple things to make me smile
-Make me feel beautiful in my own flaws
-Walk the walk, not just talk the talk
-Drive the speed limit and not speed-race
-Text me randomly, and make me smile regardless what he says
-Text me Good Morning
-Act the same whether it be only us or with friends
-Share the same morals as me
-Bring me skydiving
-Take risks with me
-Love me for me
-Be vulnerable
-Joke around
-Keep his lips soft
-Admit he's a Momma's boy
-Admit that he's wrong when he really is
-Put up with me when I'm mad
-Play golf with my Dad (Lol)
-Change my views on certain ideas
-Be my Best friend, Mentor and my significant other
-Take care of kids
-Smell good at anytime of the day
-Have a heart-to-heart conversation
-Trust Me
-Make me feel Loved, Protected and Safe
-Believe in whatever I do
-Impress my parents :)


Gemini's like to make lists...so here it is :)

This is not all, sooo maybe I'll add on...another day.

Love.Smile.Give Thanks.
Mariann

Friday, June 3, 2011

Change.

Sometimes you can't help the feeling of disbelief. Point blank.

I went into camp with a slightly negative view, but came out of it with more certainty. It's the feeling of something so small that can ruin your experiences, and that happened to affect me.

The attitude that I try to reflect upon others is positivity. I come off with a positive sense and a really kind characteristic. But that won't cut it for certain situations. When you have a high-standing position, you're supposed to take charge...that's just an automatic trait to portray. I felt like the past year, I have been such a push-over. It bothers me that when I see that word it reminds me of myself. Not to say that being a push-over is a bad thing, but it also is not necessarily a good thing, either. When I try to stand my ground, it is not firm, therefore I felt that I did not get the respect that I deserved. Honestly, it kind of hurts my heart to be treated this way, but I can't blame the situation.

This year, I want change. Hopefully not completely as a person, rather, a change in my leadership. A change that will help me stand my ground but will not put me out of line or character. I am not willing to completely change myself for respect. I want to earn the respect, give the respect and also respect myself and what I believe in. I pray to overcome the obstacles I know I will face this year. It won't be easy, but knowing that I can say what I need to say and keep my confidence...will be a goal that I've accomplished. I guess until then...I'll have to play it by ear. But, it starts now. I'm ready for whatever there is to come because..what does not kill me, can only make me stronger. And, whether I fail or succeed, The Lord is by my side with the next piece that's suppose to fit my puzzle.

Sincerely Always,
Mariann