Everything, right now, seems at peace. Momma made it home just in time for Mother's Day,and having her here is comforting. Everything else in the world that brings unhappiness, has flown away for a little. But now it is back.
School is ending in two weeks, and the countdown begins. I feel like there are so many things I have to worry about, trying to fit in extra classes during the summer and taking care of my Senior year. Shooting for an easy year, I know it'll be nothing but adventures and craziness. I'm on that mental game, though. I try to stay more focused than ever and shoot down Finals. Honestly, I'm mentally drained from my AP testing and all I'm thinking about is Summer. I'm a little discouraged at the moment, but my Hopes stay higher than the skies. Trying to overcome this won't be easy, but I'm gonna do it!
Somehow I just stay distracted. This is not a bad thing, but I often catch myself off-guard thinking about other things. Sometimes when you prioritize, one of your priorities is raging to the top when it shouldn't be. I feel that God is giving me a sign, telling me to take action. Like a turtle, I stay hiding inside my shell. I'm scared to discover what this is all supposed to be about, but maybe He brings this to me at a good point in my Life and for a specific reason. Until then, He will know all my thoughts as I smile about it throughout the day, and pray about it in the night. I hope I can build up this kind of courage to speak my mind and come out of the shell. But for now...I have to keep these studies first and who knows what Summer will bring. I guess we will just take it day by day :)
Warmly,
Mariann
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